week 3/26

This week’s visual diary.

It was a tough week to live through, but by the end of it I figured out (again!) that I’m the main reason it feels so tough. I’m tangled in the routine mess I call life — one I’ve known for the past six years. And somehow, it never really changed.

I often remember my days abroad, when the only things on my mind were riding bikes or skiing with friends, paying rent, buying food, and having the occasional beer or two. I want that again. The same simplicity. The same rhythm.

But something is preventing me from living that way now. Is it work? Is it my mindset that changed? Or has the world changed? I can’t quite figure it out.

It feels like decisions — and life itself — were easier when I was younger, on the other side of the continent.

This pattern keeps repeating. I feel miserable, rethinking everything. Is it right? Is it wrong? Then there are moments when I feel great — and it goes on and on. To be honest, I’m getting sick of it.

The great part of this week was sledding with David, Terka and their kid Ema. Thank you so much!

I don’t know. I guess it’s me. My head. Maybe.

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